Have you ever heard the song Seven Sundays? Ahhh…so good. And I so wish there were really seven Sundays. I certainly need seven Sunday in a row cuz it seems it is always the day when I finally start to wind down only to have Sunday night appear and voila’ the stress begins.
I’d be lying to you, if I said this has been one of the most trying years. Yes, it has. I’m not sure what it is about 2013 but I feel like I have never worked so hard before. And trust me, I know how to work hard. I’m certain I can name a few that will vouche for me when I say, “I used to time everything I did and then try to beat that time.” And that included things like painting pull knobs, priming picture frames, beading mirrors to sewing buttons. I’m crazily motivated by time. It was a good thing as one point. I got a ton of work done. I had to because I depended on myself for everything. Flash forward to today and it’s a little ..ummm…not so good cuz I expect everyone to work that way, including myself and it’s just not possible anymore. Especially with kids.
I was going to take Frank for a walk a few minutes ago and thought to myself, “That’ll take 20 minutes and in 20 minutes you could blog, fill out forms for tomorrow, and check emails.” Ya, I need to go find that clarity crystal and think clear. Not so much focus cuz my focus is too many places. You ever have that feeling where you can be sitting , say just blogging, and you are typing as fast as you can and you can feel your whole body pretty much shaking cuz your mind is racing and you possibly can’t get all those thoughts done? I mean I have so many thoughts that I can;t even let them in my brain for more than 5 seconds cuz I am on to the next one. I many just be going crazy.
Hmm..maybe I will go take Frank for a walk?