The Fabric of our Lives…

I think I may have used that title one or two times before but it fits so well.  I am so beyond excited for January to be over. I really didn’t like this month for way too many reasons.  My Gramma’s funeral was today. It was beautiful in every way. While I was sad, I was so happy that I know she is happy now. Not that she wasn’t before, but now she will be able to eat, go for walks and enjoy her new life with her family.

You know I went home last Monday cuz DeeDee told me it was almost time. As soon as I got home I went up to visit her. She could not talk, move or pretty much do anything. We sat and chatted with her. I am sure she could hear or just feel us in her heart. We left and came back another time. When I left, I called Lynette and she said, “Denise, you really need to tell her it’s okay to leave, your Grandpa will never be alone. You’ll all take care of him” or something like that.  So I asked my little sister to come back up with me for a 3rd time, she hesitated, I told her we just had to say goodnight one more time to Gramma. So she hopped in the car with me and we headed back to Hospice. I gave my Gramma a hug and whispered what Lynette had said.

Oh, she looked so beyond gorgeous. I cannot even describe it. My Gramma has no wrinkles, the softest skin, and is so tall. She is very much like a ballerina. She just glowed. When we left, Deedee wanted to stay. That is so Deedee, she always stayed the night at my grandparents and when my Gramma got pretty bad  with Alzheimers only Deedee could settle her. Deedee called around midnight that Gramma had passed. I thought I would have been in tears but I was not. It was perfect. Gramma looked beautiful as always, Deedee was with her and she was now able to do all the things she loved again. Yes, and part of me was so excited cuz I knew Goliath would come running to her.

I’m a nut, huh? But for real, how many kids get to grow up across the street form their grandparents? Most only get to see them a few times a year, me it was everyday. I am so lucky to have her as such a huge part of my life.

So here’s to February and all good things to come.  Thanks for all the great notes and cards. You guys are way too sweet to us. And Sammi? Well, that little critter is crazy. He is the most social kitten ever. He came running to the door as soon as we got home this evening and has not let us alone yet. I’ll talk to you guys tomorrow…it’s time to go unpack.

     
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Denni - February 4, 2010 - 5:49 pm

Denise, I too grew up next door to my grandmother. She cooked lunch for us everyday in the summer (and I mean Southern ‘Country’ cookin’) and babysat for me and my sister more times than I can remember. She was amazing. She passed away December 3rd. I am so thankful that I got to spend some time with her on Thanksgiving. She is so much a part of who I am and who I want to be. Thanks for sharing your story with us. I feel like you are family even though we have never met. Thanks for reminding me of my sweet ‘Mama Miller’!

Sonja Bice - February 3, 2010 - 12:33 pm

I also was fortunate enough to grow up beside my grandparents!! Even more funny…..she had same orange, green, and yellow wall paper as in your photo!!!! Remember it all so well.

Stephanie - January 31, 2010 - 5:10 pm

It’s really hard to believe Phyllis is gone…it’s so strange when we lose someone from Center Street. She was an icon in the neighborhood and will be missed in the years to come. Kinda puts in perspective how old we are getting too…weird! Love ya Nece, you are in my thoughts:)

Lil - January 30, 2010 - 11:31 pm

I lived across the road my my gradma and paw… I think a part of me loved them as much I loved my parents, i was there all the time. I share my grandmom name and hers before her.
They were so much a part of my live, while both my mom and dad worked in the dusk, I was learning to cook, I was learning to farm, to ride a horse to plant gardens, flowers.. Did I say cook?
I lost them when I was only a teen but they are with each and every day of my life. They left me and my dad all left me within a year. Talk about a lost girl.. I was one SOMEDAYS I still am.

I just know one day I will see them and we shall dance and sing again, I am glad you got to say GOOD bye.

Gran in NC - January 30, 2010 - 8:24 pm

Denise, thank you for sharing the pictures and giving us the opportunity to see what a special person your grandmother was in your life. As a grandmother I can tell you that I so appreciate the time spent with our two granddaughters and these memories replay in my mind. I have many pictures that will hopefully help me always remember the joys of being a grandmother. Thank you again for sharing from your heart. Continuing to think of you and your family.

Sophia's Mom - January 30, 2010 - 2:15 pm

Denise, I am so sorry to hear about your grandma….what a beautiful woman. I bet she and Goliath are enjoying each other’s company. My grandparents have all passed and I still miss them so much….but I have such wonderful memories. Memories that I love sharing and laughing about. Hugs to you and your family. 🙂

Sharon - January 30, 2010 - 10:25 am

Thank you sharing your story with us… My grandma was diagnosed with Alzheimers a few years ago. Its hard. I freak out at times… your story helps to calm me a bit.
Thank you…

Terese - January 30, 2010 - 9:52 am

Oh tears, tears reading your blog…My grandma made afghans like the one in your picture. I cherish them now cause they remind me of her.

Shelley - January 30, 2010 - 8:13 am

Just wanted to say your post brought tears to my eyes. I too lived down the street from and saw my grandparents every day. They have both been gone for a few years now and I miss them every day. Thoughts and prayers are with you!

Denise - January 30, 2010 - 7:49 am

You guys are awesome, s always….thanks for the kind words.

Deb Stallings Mom to Sophie - January 30, 2010 - 7:46 am

MAKING Memories and living each day to the fullest is so important. Memories are something that you will have forever. I totally understand as my “Nannie”(grandmother) raised me and losing her was the most difficult thing in my life but I have fabulous memories. I know one day we will be together again forever.
Hang in there
Hugs
Deb

Heatherb - January 30, 2010 - 7:21 am

Beautiful, Grandparents are such special people in our lives. She was a lucky lady to have spent so much time with you and your sister. Hugs to you and your family.

RachelR - January 30, 2010 - 7:20 am

Well you may not have cried, but I sure as heck just did. So very for the loss of your gramma. Really touching post Denise. You & your family will continue to be in my thoughts. *hug* *hug* *hug*!

AnaA - January 30, 2010 - 5:28 am

What a beautiful gift you’ve been given! And you are right – she heard every word you spoke to her that night. You were so blessed to be able to spend that time with her and to be able to have such a lovely memory.
Isn’t it wonderful to know that all of your loved ones are together and in a place where illness doesn’t exsist?
It sounds like your newest addition to the family is just what all of you needed.

Cynthia - January 30, 2010 - 4:43 am

Well written! I am in tears. Here’s to wishing for a fabulous February. I am so sorry about your grandma.

christine - January 30, 2010 - 4:21 am

Denise…my heart goes out to you. I starting crying reading your post but it was also so beautiful. May she enjoy the things she loved to do now and have Goliath there by her side.
Our grandparents, what very special people.

Celecia Martinez - January 30, 2010 - 12:42 am

Denise, I lost my grandmother suddenly about 7 years ago and I think about her all the time. The most precious thing is when I come across a piece of paper with her hand writing on it. Also, when she passed away I kept all of her cookbooks…I love cooking her favorite recipes and finding stains on the pages and her footnotes alongside the recipes. Like you I feel very blessed to have such wonderful grandparents that I was able to spend so much time with. Now if I could only be half the woman she was. God Bless!
C.

Skye, River, and Siennas mom - January 29, 2010 - 11:33 pm

Awww Denise…brought tears to my eyes to read about such a deep love for your grandmother, thanks for sharing such a touching part of your life with us. Big hugs.

Kay Snyder - January 29, 2010 - 10:58 pm

HUGS Denise

shabbychicreesa - January 29, 2010 - 10:29 pm

Thank you for sharing your thoughts, you show so much courage and strength. Your grandmother was very pretty too! My grandparents are 85 yrs old and this week has been very trying for our family too. My grandfather whom takes care of my grandmother (who suffers from Dementia) has been in the hospital with heart and lung failure. I spent alot of time with my grandma during the last week and have seen how time has changed her mind and how sad it is. Your thoughts made me appreciate what little time I have left with them and reminded me of the comfort in knowing when they do pass on they will be in a better place with no suffering. My prayers are with you and your family.

Yas - January 29, 2010 - 10:16 pm

My thoughts are with you & yours. Sorry about your grandma & Goliath. Cheers to a wonderful February.

WhitleyKate's mom - January 29, 2010 - 9:57 pm

What a touching post, Denise! I lost my great grandma (Gram) two years ago at the age of 92. She was a HUGE part of my life, especially since I had a teenage mom. I was very fortunate that my children were able to know their great-great grandma…not many children have that blessing. It’s so sad to see them go, but you’re right…she’s happy now. Thank you for sharing the beautiful pictures. It gives us time to reflect on just how precious family is. Hugs and prayers!

Kim - January 29, 2010 - 9:39 pm

I related to your post today. I lost my Gran last August althought I was so grieved, I was so happy for her. She just looked happy and beautiful. She had been home bound for tens of years and was finally FREE! My five year old daughter was lifted up to see her at the funeral and said “look mommy, Bert is smiling” and yes I think she was.I too thought about my Gran jumping and dancing in her new body. I am sorry you are walking through this right now, but I am glad our Grans are RUNNING through it! God bless you and your family. And come on Februrary!

ErikaB - January 29, 2010 - 9:37 pm

Your Grandmothers passing is similair to what we saw with the passing of my grandparents, death can be as precious as birth if it is approached right and we all must go thru both in this life, gain and loss are all part of the circle. God Bless you and your family!

shannon - January 29, 2010 - 9:21 pm

denise, your grandmother is beautiful! thank you for sharing!

Sundee - January 29, 2010 - 9:07 pm

Wow, Denise. I am moved by your post. My prayers are with you and your family!

Monika - January 29, 2010 - 9:07 pm

Awwww, now you have me thinking of my Swiss grandma… I saw her every Sunday. I can’t remember a single Sunday of my childhood that was spent anywhere else… and summer vacations too.

Anyways, when she was hospitalized, I couldn’t immediately jump on a plane (sometimes living an ocean apart from family sucks). But we had a trip planned for grandma’s 90th birthday (which was a couple weeks away). My mom called me every day, telling me she was getting worse. Well, she held on until I got to say goodbye. I had my quiet moment alone with her, she couldn’t talk anymore, but I know she could hear me. I will never forget that moment, sitting on her bed, holding her frail hand, kissing her goodbye, thanking her for waiting to see me, telling her it was okay to go now… off to see her husband and son, who had left her almost 25 years before. She passed the next morning… on her 90th birthday. It was beautiful. Gosh, now I miss her!

Lindsay - January 29, 2010 - 8:39 pm

I am praying for you and your family. I recently lost my grandma and it was a wonderful feeling to know that I had been able to spend so much time with her. I love having all those memories! That was a precious post!!!

luci - January 29, 2010 - 8:21 pm

So wonderful. I know how you feel and I had the same reaction. It is so hard to let the people you love go, but you always have to let them know it is OK and they are always with you. You made me cry and that is hard to do. Love and Prayers for you and your family!!

Julie in the Springs - January 29, 2010 - 8:12 pm

What a beautiful post and a touching tribute to your Grandmother. I got chills when you said “… Goliath would come running to her!” May February bring an abundance of unexpected joy to you and your family, Denise!

rebecca - January 29, 2010 - 8:11 pm

Thank you for sharing such a heartfelt post. Prayers out to you and your family!

Mary - January 29, 2010 - 8:08 pm

I am so sorry for your loss, Denise. I am in tears. Your grandma was a very beautiful woman, for sure, with a family that loved her immensely. Much love to your family.

Lisa M - January 29, 2010 - 8:01 pm

I am in tears here… how moving. And my gosh, Joe bears a strong resemblance to you! Big hugs!!

faninOH - January 29, 2010 - 7:57 pm

What a beautiful story. I was also close to my grandparents and you are right…What a wonderful relationship to be a part of! I wish we lived closer to my parents so my kids could experience the same thing I did.

My grandfather passed in October. He waited 13 years to see my grandmother again. What a joyous day to know they are together now!

Isabella's Mom - January 29, 2010 - 7:52 pm

Happy to hear you’re home and well. You made me cry, that’s pretty difficult to do.
Take care.

*TKJT* - January 29, 2010 - 7:37 pm

How beautiful. Thank you for sharing your special memories with us.

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Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers. You are truely wonderful and appreciated. My Gramma left us just after midnight. My sister was with her.  So we’ll be up in Michigan at my mom’s for the rest of the week.  But I’ll try to give you some fun posts…try!! My little sister, Dayna, has me taking 20 hundred pics of her dog. So be warned: lots of Lucky the Dog pictures ahead!! Until then, have a great night or morning.

Elijah sent me these over the other night.  That boy is so dang gifted I can hardly handle it. He just oozes of talent and personality. Love him.

I need to play a game soon..so be on the lookout.

     
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katie - January 29, 2010 - 12:32 am

I’m sorry about your grandma. Now you have your own little guardian angel. Hope your getting some sleep.

Sari - January 28, 2010 - 11:26 pm

SO very sorry to hear about your 2 recent losses Denise! My husband just lost his Grandma tonight… I am thinking of you & sending lots of prayers your way!!!

Lil - January 28, 2010 - 11:20 pm

Been thinking of you a lot this past week.. You already know
((hugs))

I Spy a girl in there I just adrore… Her name is Bekki (waving hi Bekki)

Hoping Your week is better and loving what I am seeing :O)
Thanks Denise!

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*TKJT* - January 27, 2010 - 11:55 pm

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Sara S. - January 27, 2010 - 9:45 pm

I’m so sorry for the loss of your Gramma, Denise. I hope you and your family are truly able to celebrate her life and legacy!

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you have gained through having known and loved someone (and something!)so special….may peace be abundant through God’s grace!!

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ME - January 27, 2010 - 1:25 pm

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WhitleyKate's mom - January 27, 2010 - 10:26 am

I am truly sorry for the losses that you have had these past couple of weeks. May God wrap His arms around you and comfort you! Hugs and prayers!

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shannon - January 27, 2010 - 9:35 am

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Julie in the Springs - January 27, 2010 - 8:27 am

I’m SO sorry to hear about your Gramma. My own is hanging on by a thread right now … so I am about to experience what you are going through. Hang in there! Oh … and be on the lookout for a card you should be receiving from me in the mail … I hope it brings a smile to your face. Hugs!

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Kirsten Hany - January 27, 2010 - 7:00 am

So sorry to hear about your grandmother, we will be sending many thoughts and prayers your way

AmandaB - January 27, 2010 - 5:43 am

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Lisa M - January 27, 2010 - 5:23 am

Big Hugs Denise! Lots of prayers for you and your family!!

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Denise- our prayers are with you and your family at this time.

K Squared Mommy - January 27, 2010 - 5:02 am

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Deb Stallings Mom to Sophie - January 27, 2010 - 4:33 am

So sorry to hear about the Gramma. Prayers are with you and your family….

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Awww, I’m so sorry, may grandma rest in peace. HUGS!

Mary - January 26, 2010 - 10:28 pm

So sorry for your loss, Denise. Your grandma now has her angel wings and you have another soul looking over you and yours from the heavenly skies. Much love to your family.

*Twinkle*Toes* - January 26, 2010 - 10:20 pm

Celebrate Life…….Love….. & Family! Sorry for your huge loss. Celebrate her life as she will always live on in your memories. =)

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Often people ask me “how do you do it all?” And my normal reply is, “I don’t.”

This has been such a trying week for me. Letting Goliath go was unbearable and still is. Joe and I went to get a kitten the same exact day. Joe was so sweet he asked me on the way home, “Do you think Goliath would have picked this one? You think he would like her?” Just this morning Gabe asked me when Goliath would be coming back home. We all just loved him and now we are loving little Sammy. I am so glad we got her.

On Wednesday, pre-conference meetings started and Thursday Dress Rehearsal officially began. At about 2 on Thursday I realized I had better go get a dress for the party that started at 5:30 and I still needed to run and get all the drinks and pick up the kids and so forth. On my way to drop of the stuff at the gallery my sister called and said my grandma was in hospice and didn’t have much time. Nice Deedee, the timing sucked. My gosh, I was a mess and I had little over an hour to to look presentable. Wow.

It’d been at least 2 days since I showered so I got all cleaned up and headed out the door with lots of Xanax.   I barely remember Thursday. Everything was such a blur that day. But then Friday came, and Saturday and Saturday night and things turned around.  When one asks me “how do you do it all?” And my reply is, “I don’t”,  I really should be saying, “I surround myself with the most amazing and caring people.”  This week surely did suck but had Dress Rehearsal not been this week I would have been a ball curled up in a corner sobbing.  All the girls from 435, the great set of Team Leaders, Lynette, Kayla and David and all the Trunk Keepers, old and new, they all saved me this weekend. They really are the reason I can do what I do. They are the ones that keep me inspired and dreaming big. Without them and you there is no big dream.  Thank you.

I have so  much more to share with you. I’m heading up to see my Gramma tomorrow with Gabe and when I get back I’ll tell you all the great Dress Rehearsal stories and maybe even share a few pictures. Yup, and show you some of Sammy.  Shoot, did you know my camera is not working? I’m pretty sad about that too. I’m pathetic huh? But my dear friend Michelle is having a workshop and I so wanna go. And then Amanda and Kara are having a workshop that I would love to go to also.  Not that I am even capable of being near the level that they are, but to just see them in action and hear their passion in inspiring. I love it.

Good night and thank you so  much for all the kind words. They mean a lot.

     
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Kirsten Hany - January 26, 2010 - 8:40 am

I am so sorry to hear about your precious puppy, it is heartbreaking when a part of the family has to go. Your dear grandmother is in good hands with hospice, we just utilized their services this past month with my grandmother (she passed last week) and hospice gave her a comfortable and dignified passing. You will be in my thoughts and prayers!
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Amy Craft - January 26, 2010 - 7:47 am

Denise- I am so very sorry for Goliath and your grandmother. Our “babies” are a huge part of our lives and Gracyn (my daughter) adores them so much. My grandmother was my best friend and when she passed away it was so hard for me…I still miss her every day. I hope you and Gabe have a good visit with your grandmother. HUGE hugs and much love hun!

Denise - January 25, 2010 - 7:57 pm

Oh, thank you guys…love ya!

tree*head - January 25, 2010 - 5:49 pm

Denise-I hope your heart heals soon…letting Goliath go was the best thing you could do for him. Huge hug!

You do it all because of the amazing people around you, you say…well I say you wouldn’t have ;loyal amazing people if you weren’t pretty amazing yourself!

I cannot wait for Feb. 15th!!

Day to the Oh - January 25, 2010 - 4:21 pm

Thoughts are with you, Masta!!! “Goliath” can be a reminder of facing those giants and coming out stronger and better. You will get through it with flying colors… when it rains it pours and then there’s a rainbow, especially wherever MJC is. Beautiful. I feel the same way about my kids that you do about your peops-they get me through. Lots of love and hugs coming atchya!!! xoxo

Katelyn's Mommy - January 25, 2010 - 2:34 pm

How does that saying go – that which doesn’t kill us makes us stronger. Sorry you are having to face so many things right now to make you stronger and stronger! Take care!!

bella's mom - January 25, 2010 - 2:03 pm

Didn’t see the part about your grandmother…..really tough too!! So, so sorry! Again thoughts and prayers are with you…glad for all of your support around you…you will need it.

bella's mom - January 25, 2010 - 2:00 pm

So sorry to hear about Golith….never easy one to make!! We are close to the same with our old guy Elliott….my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!!

Kristi - January 25, 2010 - 1:05 pm

Following every storm there is always a rainbow…sometimes we just have to look hard to see it and sometimes it is just there right in front of us. May your rainbow be as big, as beautiful, and as bright as your many gifts of yourself! 🙂

*TKJT* - January 25, 2010 - 12:54 pm

I’m sorry Denise 🙁 Your family is in my prayers.

Girl, get a new camera…it’s called a tax write off 😉

mom2P&B - January 25, 2010 - 12:01 pm

Denise….having a support system around you means alot. I wish everyone that. And, know that your Grandmother is in a great place at Hospice. Just before Christmas, my family brought my Dad there. Tearing up as I write this. I think that was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. A couple of things got me through that….a great support system and the team at Hospice. The staff and nurses are amazing and that work really seems to have special special doing it. May God grant you the strength and peace for you, your family, and your Grandmother at this time and always.

Bee - January 25, 2010 - 10:54 am

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together….

Author unknown…

Though this was a great poem. My Me-meow, as I call her (Nina my cat) is 19 years old as of October and I am dreading the day I lose her. Just know that Goliath knows he was loved and cherished! Hope you can find some peaceful time in your crazy schedule of life. You are AMAZING!

holly - January 25, 2010 - 9:27 am

i’m so sorry about your grandmother and your doggy:(….cats are awesome tho and have a way of making you feel better, especially cute furry kittens:P!
take some time to catch your breath…can’t wait to see your new designs, MJC is just so beautiful!

Amie *C* - January 25, 2010 - 8:58 am

I am so sorry for all that you are struggling with right now. I am so happy you have such a great support system, make sure you continue to use them and accept offers for help. Many hugs sent.

christine - January 25, 2010 - 4:25 am

Oh Denise….I am so sorry. It always seems everything always seems to hit at once. My daughter still keeps asking for mimi our little persian who passed suddenly and so does her sister miumiu. My thoughts go out to you and your family at this time. It’s amazing what strong family and friends can keep us going and be there to support us. All are warmest thoughts are with you.

Terese - January 24, 2010 - 9:49 pm

So sorry about your Grandma and Goliath! I feel tears hearing Joe and Gabe’s questions about Goliath. I’m so glad you have such tremendous support from all the people who love you. Big hugs!

Rachael - January 24, 2010 - 9:48 pm

What a week! Its amazing how God know who we need around us at the right time!!
I wanted to say first, I am a MJ freak! Last fall I was introduced to your amazing line of clothes…and lets just say…i think it is just Bee-U-tee-ful. With 3 girls, I have so much fun with your clothes….my almost 2 year old sees the clothes on the computer and says…tute..AKA.Cute!
I already have a date with my trunk keeper for the spring line..can’t wait.
As a designer, I can only imagine when and how you get ideas for your clothing. I design kids stuff, not on the scale that you do, but its crazy how I cant sleep, or an idea just comes from nowhere..and turns into an amazing piece of beauty!
As I was reading your post about your dog, there was a sparkle in his eye in that picture that screams out I am a design waiting to be created. You should create a line called Goliath. He has so much texture and contrast in that picture..that I think you could create something incrediable…
I know its a little crazy, but its those crazy things that make something from nothing, into something amazing!
Praying for you and your family! My husbands grandmother battle with that, and its a heart breaking situation! Its times like these that we see the “footprints go from two sets, to One!!!

*Twinkle*Toes* - January 24, 2010 - 9:43 pm

You and your family are in our prayers! Keep strong sounds like you have another trying week. Thank you for sharing.

Melissa Himsel (wilbur's farm) - January 24, 2010 - 9:27 pm

Hi Denise, David, Joe and Gabe
I am very sorry to hear about Goliath, animals play a wonderful part in our lives, not sure what we would all do without them? I know it wasn’t easy letting him go, but believe it or not things will get better. Sitting here crying is not helping this situation, LOL! Good grief…I am a waterfall over here! UGH!!!
Sorry about your grandmother, my heart goes out to you and your family.
sending thoughts your way,
melissa himsel

Sundee - January 24, 2010 - 9:17 pm

Oh, Denise. Words escape me at times like these. Know I am with you and your family in prayer.

Kath - January 24, 2010 - 9:10 pm

Denise,

I’m so sorry you had such a rough week. I hope this coming week is much better.

KimD in SC - January 24, 2010 - 8:56 pm

So sorry about Goliath and your grandmother. Never fun to have to be grown up and face reality. I prefer to bury my head in the sand. Prayers are with you:)

lauren - January 24, 2010 - 8:50 pm

Denise, you are amazing and I just love you to pieces! Thanks for a wonderful weekend. So many wonderful memories were made and I am hoping to be able to walk again by next week. 🙂 Travel safely and I am truly sorry about all that you are going through. XOXO

gena - January 24, 2010 - 8:32 pm

Denise, I am so sorry about goliath and grandma. I hope this week gets a little easier and you find a little more peace. With Thoughts, Gena

Robin - January 24, 2010 - 8:11 pm

My heart goes out to you and your family. I know there will be better times just around the corner… Sending hugs your way!

Lil - January 24, 2010 - 8:10 pm

Dang these sad post are killing me, I am like the rain outside.. I cry about everything and I hate it when people are sad or in pain.. IM so sorry!

Glad you got Sammy, we are looking for a kitten to 🙁 also a sad story.

Those key tags look pretty cool I must say and I bet those numbers MEAN something, they are NOT just randon.. I know u better than that. 🙂

Again.. Hugs, sorry about all the pain ya’ll are dealing with and if I had a GOOD camera, i ship it to you.

Nancy - January 24, 2010 - 8:03 pm

So sorry you had a tough week. Hopefully this week is better.

shannon - January 24, 2010 - 8:01 pm

denise, my thoughts are with you and your family. hope this week looks better for you. i’m sorry.

RachelR - January 24, 2010 - 7:59 pm

Oh sweetie, I am so sorry! I hate to hear about you going through such a rough time. I’ll keep your gramma in my thoughts. Lots of hugs to you D. Can’t wait to see those pics of lil Sammy!

Denise - January 24, 2010 - 7:50 pm

I’ll tell you all about the key tags real soon. it is pretty good.

Melanie H. - January 24, 2010 - 7:47 pm

Praying for you Denise & your whole family. I am so sorry your grandma is not doing well.
Glad to hear that conference was wonderful…what an amazing team you have! Can’t wait to see more of the lovely spring collection, so far everything you’ve posted is gorgeous…and if I know you, it only gets better!
Hugs to you!

Amitha - January 24, 2010 - 7:32 pm

Oh Denise, my heart goes out to you and your family. Stay strong, I know you can get through this!! Hugs to you sweetie.

Monika - January 24, 2010 - 7:27 pm

My thoughts were with you all week, I’m so sorry for your BIG loss. I’m glad to hear the dress rehearsal gave you enough distraction… and that you are the proud owner of a kitty already. I can’t wait to see Sammy!

On another note… looky at those key tags (that’s what they are, right?)! Will we get one with our order? You know how Erina likes to collect stuff to hang on her backpack, lol!

Hugs to you, looks like you will have another really tough week ahead of you :-(.

Chelle Belle / Alchemist - January 24, 2010 - 7:17 pm

Gosh, when it rains, it pours. I’m so sorry you had such a difficult week. For me, one of the most difficult lessons in life is learning to ask for help or accept help. Surrendering is difficult, but it makes you realize how much you love and depend on those around you. It’s ok to just take a walk around the park and bawl your head off, too! That would be a normal, healthy reaction.

Keep dreaming, Denise. Your passion not only produces beautiful clothes, but inspires others (like me) to dream. That’s the point.

Hang in there, girl.

Isabella's Mom - January 24, 2010 - 7:11 pm

I am so sorry for the loss of Goliath (a little girl here cried when she heard) and your gramma’s decline.
Glad the conference was a good distraction.
Love the pictures!! And you are really good, I don’t want to hear otherwise.
Drive safely.
Take care.

fruit punch tulip - January 24, 2010 - 7:08 pm

When it rains – it pours. I’m so sorry to hear about Goliath, your grandma and everything. I always refer to my yellow lab as my furry child. It’s just wrong that they have such a short amount of time with us. I hope this week is a much better one.

Karen - January 24, 2010 - 7:00 pm

Oh Denise, I’m so sorry for your difficult week. But it’s so true, the people surrounding you can either make or break you…and they all sound like such blessings!!

Can’t wait to see more of the new line! 🙂

Bridgette - January 24, 2010 - 6:58 pm

Aww..hang in there Denise…so glad you have a great support system. Saying goodbye to a pet is awful…I know. Glad you have a new kitty to cuddle up with and I hope the boys are doing well. Can’t wait for more pics….so excited! P&PT for your grandmother 🙂